Hi to all my dear blog readers, sorry I have not been around for a few months, I had to take time off. I have had one of worst summers of my entire life, so as you can appreciate this post is the hardest I have ever had to write.
In the Summer I lost my beloved Mother, she had been ill for a while but over the summer weeks she got worse and died at the end of the season, even though it was expected it was still a massive shock, at times I cant believe it has happend and other times life is normal, and other times the sense of loss is unbearable. I lost my best friend the women who knew me best of all didn't judge me and was the wisest person on the planet whose advice will never be forgotten and passed on, I was never going to write on the blog ever again, thinking I would have a blank head and never being able to get my feelings out and turn them into words. But my younger Brother said you need to go back on your blog it will do you good and distract you, you are creative and you need to let it out, so here I am everybody did you wonder where I had gone I wonder, I am so sorry I can not give you better news I wish I could.
I called this post my roller coaster Summer because during this horrible time I met a wonderful man lets call him C for now he has helped me so much the last few months he has made me laugh like crazy, been by my side throughout everything and has been a great understanding support, when he could have ran (who wants a grieving girlfriend) for which I will always be grateful, love ya, there be more about him to come in later posts I am sure ............. so for now my lovely ones I hope you can forgive and understand my absence I am sure you will. lots of love Mimi 💋