Here is a topic to think about when was your best age? Have you ever thought about at what age you where you your happiest, looking back at my entire life all 45 years and a few weeks of it I would say that it was when I was 28, I looked good, I was slimmer, my hair was darker and shinny, I had a good job and a man that adored me, I socialized more, meals out and drinks, I loved shopping for outfits that I could wear at the weekends and I was generally much happier.
I remember a little scene I was out for dinner with some friends and we were going on to a party afterwards, while I was there I hadn't noticed that my ex boyfriend was sitting three tables down from me with the girl he went out with three weeks after he dumped me by screaming in my face. I saw the light drain from his face, when he realized I was sitting at that dark wooden table, I swear the girlfriend had the same outfit and hairstyle from ten years before and I was shocked he was still with her, I remember at the time my eighteen year old heart was broken, and when he met her my friends couldn't wait to point out the resemblance between me and her, ten years on I had blossomed into an attractive young lady and she looked about 50 with her old fashioned hairstyle and Grandmother clothes, Ohhh Bitchy I hear you say, well that's how I felt at the time dear readers it felt so good and I wanted that pig to know it, my life had moved on I wanted to stick two fingers up as if to say see I cried my self to sleep for weeks over you, and look at me know I'm GORGEOUS, but alas I didn't, all I did was look at him and give this little smile, and he gave the same slight smile back but I saw him starring at me from the corner of my eye, you know the look girls, you pretend your not looking but we are, and we have clocked you, If your a man reading this then I don't want to give away all us lady's secrets shhhhhhhh.
Years later life has changed to much, I still have fun but not like I used to, life becomes more serious as you get older, because of the responsibilities we have impaled on us. But life has also taught me so much good and bad I am not the same person as I was back then I am more confident and not afraid of much anymore, I don't let people get to me the way I did then, and I am a more mellow and excepting person who can see through people very easily. Why couldn't I have that head on my shoulders at twenty eight but the looks now at forty five life is not fair but I am human being I suppose and we can't have it all.